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Allemachtig!!
Feb. 25th, 2006 | 01:22 am
mood: Missing
music: Geen muziek
Wat was het druk in de kroeg vandaag!! 24man, aan 3 tafels.. en ik kende ongeveer 4/5 persoonlijk.
Achja, het bier was lekker. Tequila was te duur Lisanne, dus daar ben ik niet aan begonnen, jammer ik had er wel zin in eigenlijk. =\
Later op de avond was het ineens een stuk rustiger, en toen zakte de sfeer in.
Op 'n gegeven moment was ik zover in gedachte dat ik niets meer merkte, godverdomme wat mis ik Fiona zeg. Na 'n paar biertjes helemaal.
En voor het allereerst toen Juliette mij probeerde op te vrolijken, lukte het haar niet.. Damnit, het is serieus. Ik mis haar!!!!!
Amen, halleluja, weltrusten!
Achja, het bier was lekker. Tequila was te duur Lisanne, dus daar ben ik niet aan begonnen, jammer ik had er wel zin in eigenlijk. =\
Later op de avond was het ineens een stuk rustiger, en toen zakte de sfeer in.
Op 'n gegeven moment was ik zover in gedachte dat ik niets meer merkte, godverdomme wat mis ik Fiona zeg. Na 'n paar biertjes helemaal.
En voor het allereerst toen Juliette mij probeerde op te vrolijken, lukte het haar niet.. Damnit, het is serieus. Ik mis haar!!!!!
Amen, halleluja, weltrusten!
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"Right Now"
Jan. 13th, 2006 | 01:47 pm
mood: KoRn-ish
music: Korn - Right Now.
"Right Now"
I'm feeling mean today
Not lost, not blown away
Just irritated and quite hated
Self control breaks down
Why's everything so tame?
I Like my life insane
I'm fabericating and debating
Who I'm gonna kick around
Right now
Can't find a way
To get accross the hate
When I see you
Right now
I feel it scratch inside
I want to slash and beat you
Right now
I rip apart the things inside
That excite you
Right now
I can't control myself
I Fucking hate you
I'm feeling cold today
Not hurt just Fucked away
I'm devastated and frustrated
God I feel so bound
So why'd I feel the need?
I think it's time to bleed
I'm gonna cut myself
and watch the blood hit the ground
Right now
Can't find a way
To get accross the hate
When I see you
Right now
I feel it scratch inside
I want to slash and beat you
Right now
I rip apart the things inside
That excite you
Right now
I can't control myself
I Fucking hate you
You open your mouth again
I swear I'm gonna break it
You open your mouth again,
Oh God I cannot take it
Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll Fuck you up
Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll Fuck you up
Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll Fuck you up!
Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll Fuck you up!
Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll Fuck you up!
Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll Fuck you up!
Right now
Can't find a way
To get accross the hate
When I see you
Right now
I feel it scratch inside
I want to slash and beat you
Right now
I rip apart the things inside
That excite you
Right now
I can't control myself
I Fucking hate you
I Fucking hate you [x4]
I Fucking hate you (Shut up!) [x3]
I'm feeling mean today
Not lost, not blown away
Just irritated and quite hated
Self control breaks down
Why's everything so tame?
I Like my life insane
I'm fabericating and debating
Who I'm gonna kick around
Right now
Can't find a way
To get accross the hate
When I see you
Right now
I feel it scratch inside
I want to slash and beat you
Right now
I rip apart the things inside
That excite you
Right now
I can't control myself
I Fucking hate you
I'm feeling cold today
Not hurt just Fucked away
I'm devastated and frustrated
God I feel so bound
So why'd I feel the need?
I think it's time to bleed
I'm gonna cut myself
and watch the blood hit the ground
Right now
Can't find a way
To get accross the hate
When I see you
Right now
I feel it scratch inside
I want to slash and beat you
Right now
I rip apart the things inside
That excite you
Right now
I can't control myself
I Fucking hate you
You open your mouth again
I swear I'm gonna break it
You open your mouth again,
Oh God I cannot take it
Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll Fuck you up
Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll Fuck you up
Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll Fuck you up!
Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll Fuck you up!
Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll Fuck you up!
Shut up, shut up, shut up or I'll Fuck you up!
Right now
Can't find a way
To get accross the hate
When I see you
Right now
I feel it scratch inside
I want to slash and beat you
Right now
I rip apart the things inside
That excite you
Right now
I can't control myself
I Fucking hate you
I Fucking hate you [x4]
I Fucking hate you (Shut up!) [x3]
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Nov. 17th, 2005 | 04:03 am
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How ever, my LJ is Friends - Only,
Add me tho, if you really wish too ;)
Further more, be sure too come by my comm
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